moving on

school is just around the corner,
should i feel excited, happy, sad or stress?
idk.

boarding school is sucks when you still can't move on.
how can I?
and why should I?
I created happy even worst memories with them for 3 years and 2 months...........
i just love them so much until i can't explain it. 

i tried,
yes i tried to move on by joining the form 4 lama activities and other school events so that i can move on.

i just hope, that i can move on and start to be the 'ceria' and the 'paling bising' in class,
i just hope, that i can find new bff there because school without bestfriend is  not  fun at all.
i just hope, that i can achieve my dream here,
idc
i just want to finish my high school and get out from this 'school'
yes call me whatever you want, idec.. i just want to get out from here and furthering my study at overseas or Malaysia's uni.