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I know I shouldn't call this holiday but who cares. Hahaha. Gonna spent my 3 days 2 night wisely. Bila lagi boleh balik rumah kan?


Yesterday was my school interaction day......
Stress depressed tension....
2 failed and yang fail tu subjek elektif what
Gila down gila mood........... macam mahu nangis. Yes just mid-term.... but tetap exam juga tu.
After raya ada exam lagi, bulan October ada lagi ya Allah.....
I need to face all of the trial. Fighting sya!


Ohyeah, semalam all in sudden my father asked me whether I want to move back to kk or not. Green light ka tu yellow light?
But dad like wanted me to move. The way he talked and the way he asked me. I know I know. Maybe dia tahu kot I'm having a hard time here without family and my friends. And I dont even know what should I replied him hahahahaha. Patutnya aku reply "yeah mahu pindah." Lol but I DONT TELL HIM

"Hm nantilah angah stay ja dulu" why aku jawab macam tu???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes I want to move but....... macam menyusahkan sekolah and even my parents..
I love my old school and the pengetua is daebak. My friends ugh I miss stay sampai petang di sekolah sama dorang
But
I want to prove to my parents, friends and teachers that I can stay alive here.
Hahahahaha

But we don't even what will happen in the future. Maybe I will move but we don't evwn know when :)

perks of studying in boarding school

so i think i found a few of advantages studying at boarding school hah

• you got enough time for your friends, homework maybe even for exercise because of no internet or laptop or wifi or handphone and others media electronic.
• you stay up all night for belajar and not for internet ( huh like me duh )
• you got time to recite the Quran and do the sunat prayers because at home our laziness is beyond crazy. 
• you do your own laundry because no one helps you. ohyah, you wash your clothes by using your hand.

wish me luck and i hope i can move on........ :) 

moving on

school is just around the corner,
should i feel excited, happy, sad or stress?
idk.

boarding school is sucks when you still can't move on.
how can I?
and why should I?
I created happy even worst memories with them for 3 years and 2 months...........
i just love them so much until i can't explain it. 

i tried,
yes i tried to move on by joining the form 4 lama activities and other school events so that i can move on.

i just hope, that i can move on and start to be the 'ceria' and the 'paling bising' in class,
i just hope, that i can find new bff there because school without bestfriend is  not  fun at all.
i just hope, that i can achieve my dream here,
idc
i just want to finish my high school and get out from this 'school'
yes call me whatever you want, idec.. i just want to get out from here and furthering my study at overseas or Malaysia's uni.

 

I find you so attractive

I come back.
I stop blogging since last year and now I start blogging..... again.

New school, new friends and everything is new.

Lets start...... I find someone soooooo attractive at my new school.... and aku nda tahu mahu buat apa lol

We talk, we chat. Macam kawan lah but idk im just that little girl.... small girl yang baru masuk sekolah baru.


Fyi, before this saya sekolah all girls and now I moved to sekolah campur.
Budaya baru, orang baru.
Then sekolah tu bukan di Sabah but di Labuan. Asrama life.......

Hmmmm so everything is new for me. Im a newbie, form 4 'baru' yang baru masuk sekolah tu.

Hmmmmmmm. I miss my old school. Seriously. ... I miss em' so much :(
Can you feel me??????

About that 'someone' I like him.
I know we call this puppy love but yeah I like him and I dont want him to know about this.
I have no attention to be her gf or what, I just like him. Thats all.....