"kalau mahu pindah baba urus"

So my dad asked me again whether I want to move or not.

Actually to be very honest, aku okay dah di sekolah tu. Friends & study is okay.
So I said "nda payahlah pindah. Angah okay juga"

But who knows..... aku mungkin pindah but ntah bila dan aku mungkin tidak pindah hehe

So just wait and see.

Its like, everyone WANT me to MOVE BACK

Im the one who choose this way so im not going to look back and back to my kepompong. Become the silent syasya back. Nope I dunwan

Its not because my old school is nda bagus or bida or what. I love and REALLY love my old school. Eventho, my new school even more better

But

My old school still win my heart.
I need to achieve something here (new school)
So that I hve solid reason to not move.

I love my new friends, the 4 Sarjana & the CDGs'.


So not move I think?

I hate u, tupai

I hate u for making me fallen in love with u
I hate u for giving me a fake hope
I hate u for being so nice
I hate u and I hate u.

How can I move on if u still there? Gimme a big smile & laugh with me?
Play and care of me?

And

In the same time you love & like someone who way more better than me.

So I hate u and I hate u.

#prayforgaza #prayforpalestine

Why them? They asked.
Because Allah will give them better after this;
And it is syurga.

Heartless people; the zionis. And why we should respect them? No. I never.

One day, one find day.... the Palestina while rise and fight back. And they will win.
With Allah's help and with the power of du'a. InshaaAllah. ........


#prayforgaza #prayforpalestine #freepalestine

moved on

What if I cant move on?
What if I moved on?
Yes. I moved on.
Its not easy like ABC or 123. I still miss my friends, my old school and everything.
But
How long I must stick with my past? I need to move on so I TRIED.
I searched for new friends and my long lost spirit. And I think I found em'

2014 is not my fav year and never will.
I lost my spirit once

Syasya moved on;
I try to love my new school eventhough it is hard because I spent half of my high school year at smkpl. So I think I should try spent another 1 and 5 months here........

           
        Allah please ease everything.
If, this is the best way for me please make it easy for me. Help me to face the trials and the people. Help me to become strong and brave and help me to be a good person.  Allah help me. Amin....